It's been so long since we've been together. So long that we already lost track of how long it has been. We don't count how many years and months already.. All we know is that every
14th of the month, we celebrate our monthsary and we always fight whenever it's about to come. I know we never do that on purpose. I know how much we love each other. What I do not know is what the future holds for us. We've been together for so long yet we still are adjusting a lot of stuffs. There are things that we need to change. I don't want to be cheesy and all. I just want to let you know that I
almost gave up this time and you know that. :| I'm sorry. If it wasn't for you making me realize that we need each other in our lives, maybe at this point in time, I would be curled in my bed, crying in silence and the pillow would be my only friend. Things get out of hand and words can hurt like hell. We've said things that we never meant and I would like to apologize for my carelessness. I doubted your feelings, your love but you've proven to me that
you are standing by your promise that you will love me no matter what. People always comment about how
mabait you are whenever they meet you. So that always makes me the evil one. Maybe most of the time I am but you know naman how much I love you and how hard I try to change my ways.
I want to spend more seconds, minutes, hours, days, months and years with you. And to do that, we should, ironically, have less time together for us to be able to achieve what we need to achieve.
You will always be my inspiration, my partner, my critic, my savior, my love and everything else in between. I love you so much Rob! :) And on our monthsary, I'll let the world know how lucky I am to have you and to help them never lose hope that someday, someone out there would be the Robinson to their Jhay. ♥ Love is never easy. Love is a lot of hardwork and patience and compromise. Love is never giving up on your partner. I love you Rob.
Thank you for not giving up on me this time. ♥ Always and Forever.
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thank you for this! |
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always and forever. |