Day 11 | My sibling

Little brothers

I really like this song from Phineas and Ferb. I kind of can relate to it. :)

A picture of me and my little brother on my table.

I only have one sibling and that is my brother, John Edward. He is now turning 14 and is 8 years younger than me and I guess that would explain why we don't seem to get along so well. When we were younger, we used to wrestle and fight. We fought each other like barbaric cavemen. But, as time went on, I had to be act more my age and less as a "boy" and so the wrestling stopped. We still get to fight verbally, though. :) My brother loves online games. He's so addicted to it. If there's a rehab for that kind of addiction, then we probably would have sent him there. He's currently playing Galaxy Online and makes it a point to annoy me by begging me, bribing me, harassing me to let him use the laptop. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. So yeah. It usually ends in a fight. I remember when he was a baby, he was so cute that most people thought he's a Japanese baby. He was cute. Really. Now, I'm not so sure. He's too thin now. haha. 

That's how abnormal my brotha is.

This is the most decent picture I have with my brotha. haha.

Day 10 | My favorite blogs

I draw inspiration from people who are not only very good at expressing themselves but also making their readers feel that they are their friends. So my ultimate favorite blogs are ..... *drum roll*

1. Filipina Celebrity/Host Bianca Gonzales. Click here to access her blog. It talks about her trips and it contains pictures of amazing places and FOOD! lol. She also has the trademark tumblig shots! lol.

2. Filipina Celebrity KC Concepcion's multiply. Click here to access her blog. It's not active anymore for years but I still love it anyway. She tells about the trips she had, her thoughts etc. :)

3. Filipina fashion blogger Jenni Epperson. Click here to access her blog. Simply awesome! AWESOME! lol.

Because I looooove tumblr!! And I check it and reblog pictures all the time, these are the Tumblr blogs I love..

1. Helenista. Click here.

2. Hollywoodbeauties. Click here.

3. England's Rose. Click here. (because I'm not yet over the Royal fever).

4. Young Hollywood. Click here.

I'm wondering which one to choose. Blogspot or Wordpress? :( I'm confused. I want to delete one of them and blog on just one! HELP!

THIS. NOW.

Apparently, I still have a heart.

For me to grow, I must take responsibility for my actions.

It's easy for people to be relentlessly apathetic to others. People like me, who misbehaved and took away something that isn't mine in the first place, are bearing the guilt of doing so. This random post is to let out all the things that has been breaking my heart. It breaks my heart to know that a lot of things have been shattered for my selfish desires to be fulfilled. I am saddened that bridges have been burned, people have been hurt, friendships tainted, sisterhood forgotten and this is all because of me and my unstable heart.  I wanted to apologize to the hearts I've hurt. I know that's a lot. :( I'm sorry. :| Don't think that my guilt never haunts me. Apparently, I still have a heart.

Day 09 | My beliefs and philosophies

There's more to the truth than just the facts.

~Author Unknown

First and foremost, all these things are just me, okay? I don't want any trouble with anyone. Your beliefs are yours and I respect that. So, would it kill you to just do the same for me? :) Well, this is quite serious. I would love to just type or better yet copy and paste The Apostles' Creed to make this much easier for me. lol. Well, I was born, baptized and raised as a Catholic. Although my immediate family isn't that religious, my relatives are quite involved in church and a religious org DEO (Divine Endeavors Organization), which I am a member as well. So, I pretty much have grown to know the importance of praying. I don't necessarily go to church every Sunday even though I made that as a new year's resolution. I just pray whenever I feel like it. It doesn't need to be in a sacred place, anywhere would be fine. God listens. That's the point. I'm sorry but I believe in heaven, hell and limbo. It's scary. I know!! And that's the scary part, me being scared because I believe they do exist. Am I making any sense? lol. I believe that all good things are rewarded, maybe not in this lifetime but on the life after death. My mind is now painted with my vision of heaven with rainbows, endless trees and grass and people smiling and laughing. I know that God exists and He is just a prayer away. Although not all of our prayers are answered, I know that God only has the best of interest and that whatever that he is planning is waaaaayyy better than mine. I have seen God's works in my life and I must say that I'm quite amazed and grateful as well. So, if there's something you really want but it seems that God isn't giving it to you, just wait. maybe there's something else for you. It may not make sense right now but it will. It will perfectly make sense in time. :)

Day 07 | Friends

Never explain - your friends do not need it and your enemies will not believe you anyway.
-Elbert Hubbard

I love my friends! :) They are an extension of my family. No matter how far we are or how long it has been since the last time we talked or has seen each other, they will always give me that sense of comfort! :) I have them not only through the happy days but also through the not-so-happy days. :) They know who they are. I love my friends! :)

me and my bes.

I love all of you guys! 

Day 06 | If this was my last day..

Go for it now.  The future is promised to no one.  ~Wayne Dyer

If this was my last day, I would wake up early, have breakfast with my family and Rob. After that, we'll go out of town (the nearest and less time consuming cause time is of the essence). There, we'll have lots of fun and we'll eat lunch and spend the afternoon just talking and sharing. I would apologize for everything I've done wrong and probably cry. We'll go home late afternoon and have dinner at home and then I'll sleep in peace. That or I'll be waking up so late and cry my eyes out thinking "Oh God please don't take me away from them." I probably won't eat and just cry the entire time. :| haha.

This made me think that indeed life is short and not all of us will have the opportunity to make things right. So we might as well do it now cause there is no assurance of tomorrow. :)