I feel like my heart is going to pop out of my chest.
There have been nights when I worry too much and I cannot sleep. It's hard to be independent when you feel like you're still unsure whether you could really handle it on your own. I had a lot of hesitations before I moved out (including my kids). Just imagine the burden I had. But I had to tell myself that the first step is always the hardest. And indeed it was, all my money went into all the things I had to buy for the new home. But God really does provide. And I'm not saying that it was always good. There were times when I didn't know how to get by but we did.
Now, I am very happy because I have more than enough to provide for my family and to give out something to others as well. Thank You, Lord for giving me more than I deserve.
It really feels good to be able to buy and pay for the things you need and want but it didn't come from other people, it came from your own hardworking ass.
And of course, I got it in a decent, legal and dignified way.
Good night and cheers to the good life ahead!
