..that this is what we need.
..that this is for both of us.
..that this is for you.
..that this is for me.
..that this might mean an end, but it would also be a beginning.
..that this is the farthest that I can get.
..that this is how I will show you that I do love you.
..that this is for us to grow.
..that this does not mean that I stopped loving you.
..that this meant you and me having to deal and fix our lives separately.
It's an irony how we were able to surpass the chaotic, screaming, intensely emotional moments without breaking up and yet here we are, in the absence of chaos, jealousy, screams and drama, bidding goodbye to what we thought would be eternally ours. The great realization that people need to grow on their own especially if the other person isn't bringing out the best in you is what brought us here. We need to focus not only on the "us" but also in things and people that surround us. Acceptance is the key. And this is not easy for me. This would be hard as hell for me as it is for you but this is what would make us who we ought to be. I need to find myself. You need to find yourself too. Maybe in the process, who knows, we'll find each other again. But for now, It is you & me and not US. Just you and just me. The loving hasn't stopped and it will continuously go on - that I am certain. I love you, Rob. ♥ You will always have my heart.
