It's been a while huh?.. I've been so busy with a lot of things. Ondoy hit Metro Manila pretty bad and everyone's having a hard time coping. Especially our trisem calendar. I could say that I've been restless since the start of class.. Tons of research and papers and reportings. Whew!
that's us reporting for CAMJORN :)I wanna give up in our Englres subject.. It's hard to go and raid the library for resources that are good and published in the last decade. I thought that hey! that's easy. 1999 was like a decade ago and we could find a LOT of references.. But I was terribly wrong. ALL the good ones that we found were dated way back in 1950s, 1960s.. Basta books that are probably older than my mom. :( There's a great thing about it naman. We are in pairs and we (me and my partner, hniah) are enjoying rummaging through the library. It's fun pala. And to think we just appreciated it now. Dr. Mante, our englres prof, is right when she said that google wouldn't be our bestfriend anymore. Library would be our bestfriend now. lol. :) I am totally totally gonna collapse if this kind of stress continues til the end of the term.. It's gonna be the end of meeeee.. lol.
"what happens in VEGAS, stays in VEGAS."
yesterday, it was raining so hard. and i was so freaking bored. i really wanted to watch The Time Traveller's Wife. I texted Jen [my movie partner. lol :) ] and asked her. She said she has practice and will be available at 4pm pa daw. I texted eda and alvin as well. [we're like the new barkada now :P ] Alvin said he's got wushu training BUT if Eda comes, he'll be there. lol. [issue na to. :) ]Eda said she's gonna go home muna and change. So, it's settled, everyone happy. :) I was like "Yes! :)) i'm gonna be out with them again :))" Eda was so tagaaaal. as usaul. :P lol. She finally came and we headed to moa.. :) chika galore. When we're already there and we're with Alvin already, we waited for Jen at National Bookstore and failed on finding The Time Traveller's Wife na book. When she came, we didn't know what to do in moa naman. We can't watch movie naman since The Time Traveller's Wife is out already :( We decided that we'll eat. :P lol. lagi nalang. After walking practically on every corner of moa, we finally found our place in Joey Pepperoni kase they had the pasta all you can [kala mo anlalakas namen kumaen :P ] After finishing a plate and a half of Carbonara [ Eda also.], we left and we're lost again with no idea on what to do :)) Guess what?! foodtrip na naman. RIGHT AFTER PASTA, KRISPY KREME naman. suicide! lol. while paying for the food, Alvin asked us if we wanted daw ng drinks and i said no and joked him that im still hurt about the cofffee bean thing which happened like months ago. Upon reaching our table, Alvin dragged and put his arms around me so i coulndn't move. He's gonna buy the coffee bean thing na daw. I was like "niloloko lang kita ex. Unfair kela Jen at Eda" He stopped and then we went back. Yun pala just to ask them what flavor they want. :)) lol. amp. We went to The Coffee Bean in a non-violent way na. lol. While walking , we talked about stuffs, about how he feels. :( aww. wawang Alvin. [let's kill that bitch, Sweetie. :P ] And eto, i have to share this cause it's too funny. lol. At Coffee Bean, we talked on how we were when we were still together. GRADE SIX! we never held hands. lol. Reminiscing? We went back to Krispy Kreme na and ate. All the time, Jen and I were teaing Alvin and Eda that they should be together. KAse andiyan na lahat. They're like the bestest friends and they call each other "SWEETY" already. Pero they're firm na no malice daw talaga. OKAY. Jen and I decided not to tease them para they'll realize it on their own. lol [hi mare, i hope you get to read this :D ] After that, baywalk naman. ABA! nagkaron ng trip. "TRUTH OR DARE" NA PURO NAMAN TRUTH! lol. and the details i cannot tell. :P kase involved ako. lol. it ws super fun and shocking and heart-skipping. :P ahah. we then went home :)) haai. i love you guys :) and i hope you wont kill me for this :P
Here's to being lied to.
To being walked on, used, promised something,
& fed bullshit.
Here's to seeing the best in him;
not believing that he could possibly be as awful as he turned out to be.
Here's to trusting over & over & over
again because you really wanted to believe that what he did was a mistake,
that he's changed. He won't change. The way he is &
was is the way he will always be.
If he lies to you,
he doesn't feel you are good enough to hear the truth.
If he plays you, you don't mean enough to him for him
to be with just you.
Breaking a promise means he is okay with disappointing you.
He knows what he is doing when he is doing it.
He knows what will hurt you & he does it anyway. As much as he says he does,
he doesn't really care about you.
Here's to him saying he's "sorry".
With him, it's one of those words that is said so many times; it doesn't even sound like
a word anymore. The only reason he is sorry is because he was caught in his lie.
Excuses mean nothing;
Nothing he could possibly come up with could fix what he did.
Now take this as a lesson learned: let him go &
move the fuck on with your life.
*repost from roji's multiply :)
Hi. So, this is my very first post here. Hurray!! :)
A lot is going on right now.. Well, at least inside my mind.
I am hoping that I am officially a dean's lister and i'll find that out maybe on Monday.
Finally, all my slacking, i mean efforts paid off! lol.
My birthday is coming up soon. And im pretty UNexcited about it.
Hey! Turning twenty isn't easy to contemplate..
Last night was a very fun night. Eating with old friends and talking and
comforting and just relaxing by the bay.. "Relaxing"?? lol.
i hope that life gets better soon for evryone else.
Me, my family and friends and the country :))
If Binay doesn't run for 2010, then Noynoy got my vote :P
here's a pic of me looking so .. well, drained and sleepless. :))
