threatened preterm labor

still on my 31st - 32nd week and I had contractions already!!
went to the doctor and my doctor found out that my cervix already opened. WHOA!

EMERGENCY!!!

waiting for me to be admitted

had an ultrasound to measure the exact size of the opening and then was advised to stay for 24 hours in the hospital for the medication and bed rest.

I also had two painful shots of steroids for the maturity of our baby's lungs.

steroids for baby's lungs

first shot!

the vein on my left hand also collapsed when they inserted the iv, so they had to insert it on my right hand, which swelled hours before it was removed.

the vein that collapsed

patient 1

patient 2

I wanna go home!

Thank you for those who prayed. ♥ My baby should stay inside me for at least four more weeks. So I need prayersss! haha. Thank you. ♥ Love you all!! Thank you, Rob for being supportive and being there. Thank you also to my mom and dad for being so supportive. :) muah.

lucky lucky girl

I've been feeling unappreciated and unloved for some time and it causes a lot of problems between Rob & I. The hormones really are raging! haha. I am indeed a very lucky girl cause Rob did all of these for me. Chos! 

Took me out on a date just because..

  

LOVE     

lunch at..

We actually went to my school to get some stuffs that I need to finish and then headed to a friend's house to hangout. 

Today, he surprised me by calling me while I was still groggy and half asleep and telling me to open up the door cause he's right there. 

He was there with a baguette and a can of corned beef to feed the hungry Kangaroo. 

And he gave me surprise gifts..

Because I constantly rant about feeling like a Kangaroo, he gave me this to make me feel sexyyy. :) haha

TEARDROP. cause apparently, I'm sensitive. :))

it has my name on it!!

And lastly, a hairbrush cause I lost my hairbrush. :(

Am I not a lucky girl? I love you bhie! ♥

HELP CDO

It's almost Christmas and it's heartbreaking that these kababayans will have to spend their holidays homeless and worse, mourning for the loss of their loved ones. 

So let's do our part and help them in our little ways. 

SHARE!

It's the true meaning of Christmas, anyway.

Help Cagayan de Oro and Iligan by donating through Philippine Red Cross:

Through SMS – Globe or Smart
Text REDAMOUNT to 2899 (Globe) or 4143 (Smart)

You can donate the following denominations:
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Through Cebuana Lhuillier
The Philippine Red Cross accepts donations in any of the 1,500 Cebuana Lhuillier pawnshops nationwide.

Through Bank Deposit

Bank accounts for Donations

Banco De Oro
Peso: 00-453-0018647
Dollar: 10-453-0039482

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Dollar: 004994-0103-15

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meredith grey saved your ass

If there's just one piece of advice i can give you, it's this - when there's something you really want, fight for it, don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems. And when you've lost hope, ask yourself if 10 years from now, you're gonna wish you gave it just one more shot. because the best things in life, they don't come free. -Meredith Grey 

Here's to better tomorrows. 

break up songs

not sure if that's the rain or your tears that's blurring your vision. :(

It's rainy today and for some reason, it's a perfect weather to be senti.. especially for those who are going through some rough time. Our hearts crash and burn. Shit happens and when you're lucky, the weather just might support you. So, for those of you who want to wallow in misery, here's a list of break-up songs you could listen to on days that your heart is bleeding and the rain is falling..

• The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore - James Morrison
• White Horse - Taylor Swift
• Set You Free - MYMP
• Droplets - Colbie Calliat
• Can't Find the Words to Say Goodbye - Nina
• Broken Strings - James Morrison
• When Love and Hate Collide - Def Leppard and Taylor Swift
• Last Chance - Allure
• Just Let It Go - 4tune
• On Bended Knees - Boyz II Men
• Angels Cry - Mariah Carey feat. NeYo
• Separate Lives - MYMP
• My Own Hands to Hold - Sara Haze
• Can You Help Me - Usher
• You're Not Sorry - Taylor Swift
• Separated - Usher

hello kangaroo

I'm on my seventh month and I suddenly felt really huge. I feel like I'm a kangaroo. :(

Here's why:

kangaroo with high school friends Eda, Jen and Jen's boyfriend, Monch

I'm that woman right there in Red looking like a kangaroo gone wild. huhuhu.

Thank you friends for being so supportive by telling me that I look normal. :)

I still think I resemble a kangaroo, though. Haha

when love and hate collide

You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind

Instead of slamming down the phone baby, for the hundredth time

I got your number on my wall, but I ain't gonna make that call

When divided we stand baby, united we fall

Got the time got a chance gonna make it

Got my hands on your heart gonna take it

All I know I can't fight this flame

You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind

Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby, time after time

Without you

One night alone Is like a year without you baby

Do you have a heart of stone?

Without you

Can't stop the hurt inside

When love and hate collide

I don't wanna fight no more, I don't know what we're fighting for

When we treat each other baby, like an act of war

I could tell a million lies and it would come as no surprise

When the truth is like a stranger, hits you right between the eyes

There's a time and a place and a reason

And I know I got a love to believe in

All I know got to win this time

You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind

Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby...Crazy...Crazy

Without you

One night alone

Is like a year without you baby

Do you have a heart of stone?

Without you

One night alone

Without youIs like a year without you baby

If you have a heart at all

I can't stop the hurt inside

When love and hate collide