The 30 day challenge :)

>So, bloggers have been doing this thing since I-don't-know-when. And my blog is so empty so I might as well fill it up with this challenge thing. :) I have been way too busy with other stuffs and I neglected this tiny space called "my blog". So yeah. Here are the topics for each day...


Day 01 – Presentation of myself
Day 02 – My love
Day 03 – My parents
Day 04 – What kind of food do I cook?
Day 05 – What is love?
Day 06 – If this was my last day…
Day 07 – Friends
Day 08 – Favorite things
Day 09 – My beliefs or philosophy
Day10 – Favorite blogs
Day 11 – My siblings
Day 12 – 10 things you didn’t know about me
Day 13 – A regular day in my home
Day 14 – Bad habits and burdens
Day 15 – My dreams
Day 16 – First kiss
Day 17 – Childhood memory
Day 18 – An embarrassing moment
Day 19 – I regret this
Day 20 – My role models
Day 21 – My bad sides
Day 22 – Things that upset me
Day 23 – My home
Day 24 – Things that makes me cry
Day 25 – Things I’m good at
Day 26 – My fears
Day 27 – My favorite place
Day 28 – Things I miss
Day 29 – This is what I want to do when I grow up
Day 30 – 10 deadly sins

Day 01 | Presentation of Myself

This is me right here. :) 

I used to have loooong hair but then I did a hair show for Schwarzkopf Professional and they had to cut and dye my hair and I love my new hair! I miss having long hair though. 

This is how I used to look like with my long hair. :)

It's way longer at the back.

FLASHBACK!!

My name is Joanna Joyce O. Ang. 21 year old Secondary Education student at De La Salle University-Manila majoring in English Language and Applied Linguistics. I was born in Makati on the 15th day of September, 1989. I have lived in Makati, Binondo, Cebu and Paco throughout my life. I'm 5'2" or 5'3". I'm not sure and weighs 98lbs. (I'm so thin.) I'm part Chinese and part Filipina (my mom is a Cebuana) but I have big eyes. I don't know why. lol. I have a younger brother and a son who is turning 4 years old this May. I dream of becoming a lawyer when I was a kid but now plans on becoming a flight attendant after college. I don't like math and computation at all. lol. But I can manage to be in the Dean's List every now and then. :)

I can't pretty much say everything here but I'll see what I can do.
I'm very scared of the dark and ghosts and stuffs like that. If I watch a scary movie, I'd be paranoid for days. When I watched shutter island, I slept at like 5am because everytime I close my eyes, I'd see scenes from the movie and I'd be all alert again. lol.

I always laugh especially when I'm with my great friends. You would always see me laughing my heart out. In contrast to what people's first impression of me which is snobbish. I love the beach, sleeping and purple things. I want to travel the world and be filthy rich. :) I'm a realist and a perfectionist. I always see to it that my plans are attainable. I can see myself being a perfectionist in the form of scrapbooking. I get really irritated when what I'm putting in the scrapbook doesn't fit well or placed at a different angle that I intend it to be. :)

I love like sh*t. I love my family more than I could show them. I am totally in love with my fiance, Robinson. We've been together for so long now I feel that I know him very well. My family loves him too and he's a great father to our kid. :) Oh and btw, I am inked with a letter 'R' which is the initial letter of Robinson's name. :) He got the letter 'J' which is obviously my initial.

I love to travel. Though I don't have the money for it, I go travel every chance I get. :) I've been to beaches, mountains, cities, provinces.. :) I get bored when I stay home so when I'm at home, I would just be sleeping or surfing the internet. Yeah. So, that's it. I hope that is sufficient! :)

The 30 day challenge :)

So, bloggers have been doing this thing since I-don't-know-when. And my blog is so empty so I might as well fill it up with this challenge thing. :) I have been way too busy with other stuffs and I neglected this tiny space called "my blog". So yeah. Here are the topics for each day...


Day 01 – Presentation of myself
Day 02 – My love
Day 03 – My parents
Day 04 – What kind of food do I cook?
Day 05 – What is love?
Day 06 – If this was my last day…
Day 07 – Friends
Day 08 – Favorite things
Day 09 – My beliefs or philosophy
Day10 – Favorite blogs
Day 11 – My siblings
Day 12 – 10 things you didn’t know about me
Day 13 – A regular day in my home
Day 14 – Bad habits and burdens
Day 15 – My dreams
Day 16 – First kiss
Day 17 – Childhood memory
Day 18 – An embarrassing moment
Day 19 – I regret this
Day 20 – My role models
Day 21 – My bad sides
Day 22 – Things that upset me
Day 23 – My home
Day 24 – Things that makes me cry
Day 25 – Things I’m good at
Day 26 – My fears
Day 27 – My favorite place
Day 28 – Things I miss
Day 29 – This is what I want to do when I grow up
Day 30 – 10 deadly sins

I wish people would get to know me before they pass judgment on what they think they know.. Ü

It's been a while since I last wrote a note /blogged. Sadly though, I am making this one out of rage.

Yes, out of RAGE.

This is the last time that I'm gonna be wasting my time on my pesky haters. Okay?

I AM NOT A MANIPULATIVE BITCH.

" I wish people would get to know me before they pass judgment on what they think they know.."

I really can relate to this.

Yes, I've been wrong.

I've made mistakes.

I am IMPERFECT.

I am stained.

But so are you.

Unless you are one of the Greek Gods or Egyptian Gods, then I assume you are just as wrong, imperfect and stained. Please stop pretending that you are wayyy better than me.

because If you do believe in God, we are all made in the image of God. We are all the same.

Now if you insist that you are perfect, which I would not even claim myself to be, then suit yourself.

Believe that you are not susceptible to making wrongdoings, if that's what makes you sleep better at night.

and oh btw, stop stalking my facebook. Stop checking on my updates, my posts and stuff.

Cause I can say that every inch of me that you hate, hits you with pangs of jealousy.

So if you don't mind, I'm busy with learning about Linguistics.

I'm busy with my meetings with the university government.

I'm busy trying to be a Dean's Lister again.

I'm busy maintaining my scholarship in Lasalle.

I'm busy with my happy, blissful life.

So one piece of advice..

Face the mirror and slap yourself until it hurts and tell yourself "I promise to get a life from now on."

And oh, can I just say that my life is far from perfect but I am just happy with it.

If that makes you feel better. :)

see you in hell, bitch.

battle.

It's been a while huh?.. I've been so busy with a lot of things. Ondoy hit Metro Manila pretty bad and everyone's having a hard time coping. Especially our trisem calendar. I could say that I've been restless since the start of class.. Tons of research and papers and reportings. Whew!

that's us reporting for CAMJORN :)

I wanna give up in our Englres subject.. It's hard to go and raid the library for resources that are good and published in the last decade. I thought that hey! that's easy. 1999 was like a decade ago and we could find a LOT of references.. But I was terribly wrong. ALL the good ones that we found were dated way back in 1950s, 1960s.. Basta books that are probably older than my mom. :( There's a great thing about it naman. We are in pairs and we (me and my partner, hniah) are enjoying rummaging through the library. It's fun pala. And to think we just appreciated it now. Dr. Mante, our englres prof, is right when she said that google wouldn't be our bestfriend anymore. Library would be our bestfriend now. lol. :) I am totally totally gonna collapse if this kind of stress continues til the end of the term.. It's gonna be the end of meeeee.. lol.

o9.o9.o9

"what happens in VEGAS, stays in VEGAS."

yesterday, it was raining so hard. and i was so freaking bored. i really wanted to watch The Time Traveller's Wife. I texted Jen [my movie partner. lol :) ] and asked her. She said she has practice and will be available at 4pm pa daw. I texted eda and alvin as well. [we're like the new barkada now :P ] Alvin said he's got wushu training BUT if Eda comes, he'll be there. lol. [issue na to. :) ]Eda said she's gonna go home muna and change. So, it's settled, everyone happy. :) I was like "Yes! :)) i'm gonna be out with them again :))" Eda was so tagaaaal. as usaul. :P lol. She finally came and we headed to moa.. :) chika galore. When we're already there and we're with Alvin already, we waited for Jen at National Bookstore and failed on finding The Time Traveller's Wife na book. When she came, we didn't know what to do in moa naman. We can't watch movie naman since The Time Traveller's Wife is out already :( We decided that we'll eat. :P lol. lagi nalang. After walking practically on every corner of moa, we finally found our place in Joey Pepperoni kase they had the pasta all you can [kala mo anlalakas namen kumaen :P ] After finishing a plate and a half of Carbonara [ Eda also.], we left and we're lost again with no idea on what to do :)) Guess what?! foodtrip na naman. RIGHT AFTER PASTA, KRISPY KREME naman. suicide! lol. while paying for the food, Alvin asked us if we wanted daw ng drinks and i said no and joked him that im still hurt about the cofffee bean thing which happened like months ago. Upon reaching our table, Alvin dragged and put his arms around me so i coulndn't move. He's gonna buy the coffee bean thing na daw. I was like "niloloko lang kita ex. Unfair kela Jen at Eda" He stopped and then we went back. Yun pala just to ask them what flavor they want. :)) lol. amp. We went to The Coffee Bean in a non-violent way na. lol. While walking , we talked about stuffs, about how he feels. :( aww. wawang Alvin. [let's kill that bitch, Sweetie. :P ] And eto, i have to share this cause it's too funny. lol. At Coffee Bean, we talked on how we were when we were still together. GRADE SIX! we never held hands. lol. Reminiscing? We went back to Krispy Kreme na and ate. All the time, Jen and I were teaing Alvin and Eda that they should be together. KAse andiyan na lahat. They're like the bestest friends and they call each other "SWEETY" already. Pero they're firm na no malice daw talaga. OKAY. Jen and I decided not to tease them para they'll realize it on their own. lol [hi mare, i hope you get to read this :D ] After that, baywalk naman. ABA! nagkaron ng trip. "TRUTH OR DARE" NA PURO NAMAN TRUTH! lol. and the details i cannot tell. :P kase involved ako. lol. it ws super fun and shocking and heart-skipping. :P ahah. we then went home :)) haai. i love you guys :) and i hope you wont kill me for this :P

i so love this =)

Here's to being lied to.
To being walked on, used, promised something,
& fed bullshit.

Here's to seeing the best in him;
not believing that he could possibly be as awful as he turned out to be.

Here's to trusting over & over & over
again because you really wanted to believe that what he did was a mistake,
that he's changed. He won't change. The way he is &
was is the way he will always be.

If he lies to you,
he doesn't feel you are good enough to hear the truth.

If he plays you, you don't mean enough to him for him
to be with just you.

Breaking a promise means he is okay with disappointing you.
He knows what he is doing when he is doing it.
He knows what will hurt you & he does it anyway. As much as he says he does,
he doesn't really care about you.

Here's to him saying he's "sorry".
With him, it's one of those words that is said so many times; it doesn't even sound like
a word anymore. The only reason he is sorry is because he was caught in his lie.
Excuses mean nothing;
Nothing he could possibly come up with could fix what he did.

Now take this as a lesson learned: let him go &
move the fuck on with your life.

*repost from roji's multiply :)