you can only take so much

I haven't been able to blog lately cause I went back to school already and there is so much catching up to do.

I'm ecstatic of how my professors and also the admin is giving me consideration. :) Thank you. I will definitely pay it forward. Ü


I had my retreat last Feb 04-05 in Mornese Center of Spirituality, Calamba , Laguna (where my friends mocked me on how I pronounce Calamba). They pronounce it like really fast and I pronounce it like how you usually pronounce English words. haha.

Anyway, the point of a retreat is to communicate with God or at least be away from everything else so you could think things through.

And I did that! I prayed really hard as I was really going through a lot of emotional turmoil.

But I didn't quite have any definite, concrete solution after that. I didn't arrive at anything. I was exactly in the same place where I was.

I was feeling hopeless and depressed.

But I just held on, thinking that it gets better by the day..

It doesn't.

But I had to believe that the sun will shine again one day.

Hope is the only thing that would keep me from taking a leap from the 21st floor of Andrew building.

Trust me, I am in the most unlikely situation right now.

Every aspect of my life is tragically falling apart but I am holding on and hoping for a brighter tomorrow because I know that this too shall pass.

Now, I feel better.

watch this

Inspiring video